My son is now missing for nine days and he’s either on an alcohol or drug fueled binge and I’m wondering if I’ll will get that call that no father wants to get from an authority personnel far away. Please tell me at what point do you just give up and hope for the best. I really don’t understand those who leave their families in the lurch. Have they no caring as to what those who love them are going thru or is it they just don’t care? Maybe it’s just that they don’t care about anyone but themselves.
Those who deal with addictions say everyone has the bottom of the barrel point prior to getting clean,I wonder what Matt’s is… Prior to him being sent down to the warmer climate of San Diego he was rolled a couple of time by the street vermin up here in quiet Santa Rosa. For me, that would be my low point but not him. I’m sure he thinks he’s just fine. What will his low point be? Being sodomized by a group of men or waking up in a pool of vomit in a doorway.
To complicate matters, he also was diagnosed with schizophrenia with psychosis. You might says he’s totally out of control and he’s a literal mess. If you think I like saying he’s a mess, you’re totally wrong. I hate it and I hate thinking it but he is what he is… I can’t change anything and all I can do is wait to see what happens. What a lousy position to find yourself in. This too will pass