My sons and daughter have written their brother off. I guess it’s only in the movies that brothers and sisters look out for one another. You’ve seen those movies where the brother helps get his sibling out of a bad spot or prison and then the helper is shot and his final words are, “Take care of mom. She’ll need you now more than ever. Tell her I helped yo……..”
Then there’s my family where one of my sons says, “Don’t help him anymore. Why do you even care about him?” While the other says, “He’s upsetting mom. I hate him!” My daughter isn’t so cold blooded. She says, “I hope he gets the help he needs.” What was the name of brothers on that World War II ship that was sunk in the Pacific? Five of them died trying to save each other? It wouldn’t have been The Guerra Boys. They would be on life rafts watching their brother sink to his death.
I believe even Toonce senses my being upset. He is sending me energy by sitting on my chest. You might say he’s giving me cat reiki of he just likes where he’s sitting. I know that at some point Matt will attempt to call me today and ask, “Were you able to find me a good lawyer?” I’ll have to tell him that that’s not going to happen. I know he’ll feel abandoned, like on a sinking ship… this too will pass